My Thoughts & What I Need

[Sabra]

Now I'm nearly ready for Zul and ST, but of course there are few others that are at that level anymore.

Kan, I want you to know that I'm there for you. I'll do ZF and ST with you and Tris and the other 40s who want to and we'll get it all done.

Thanks, to GG, it looks like I'll have done ST after Tuesday. Tough and confusing instance, but the nice part is you can do it in stages. So maybe I'll know a bit about what we have to do. I loved ZF, and providing it's not a 10 pm start, I'll be there. (I'm old. I crap out early and become totally useless.)

Sure, I'm concerned about diluting your exp, but for me ... I'd rather have diluted exp, than no exp at all. Presume that's true for you too, right?

I'm going to do my level best to hold out my hand to those in their higher 40s and I hope to be asked and I'll say yes as much as I can. I really want to give a little time to make it happen for them.

Ironically, while this drama unfolded last night, I was on my 5th frustrating attempt at soloing Mogh, the undying envious of those who are lucky enough to run around in a party of five toons.

Who??? <checks her quest log> Can we kill him together???? ;)

And, I think once we have a regular successful raiding group, we will be attracting more members.

My hope too. I'm not going to kill myself to get us started. I'm just going to try to make it fun, as I try to make all my events. Show or no. I figure if I announce that if it's Sunday it must be Hammerfall, and only 5 people show, well what the hell! We can all to hit SM. Everyone loves SM!

And, then there has been some discussion of alts.&nbsp; I don't want to feel guilty playing them.&nbsp; But, understand that if I had something I could do with Cel, I would be doing that.

There! I wonder how many otheres are thinking just that. I know I think it a lot! I know Mirajj does too. Tris, clearly! Those are the people we as a group need to stand behind and build, IMO.

I have to skill up a miner, because alchemy needs more than herbs and I don't have anyone sending me (nor would I expect them to)a steady stream of Mithril and Thorium ore.&nbsp; Anyway to point here is that it might seem to some a frivolity to be playing an alt, but for me that is not the case.&nbsp; It is a designed self sufficient cadre of toons to support my main characters ultimate goals.

I want to clarify that I am not against playing alts. I am simply for getting things finished and getting things done. In this game it takes numbers.

Thanks so much, Kan, for very open sharing.